The Greys - A Personal Journal Entry

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Who and what exactly are the Greys? Why are they here?

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I see their forms as clear now as they were the night I saw them. They did not feel evil, but their eyes felt void and I do not like the feel of their technology.

Their presence in my life has distorted my sense of reality and though I wish these experiences had never happened, I'm not entirely sure I would stop them. There is much to be learned from these experiences.

I wish I had more answers than questions. 

Void eyes, slit mouth. Chalky white skin, imperfect – texture, uneven skin tone. Pores??

(Left side) My View

(Left side) Long, thin fingers. How Many?

How tall?

The Drawing

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Drawn around Christmas 2007, the original drawing was thrown away because I no longer wanted it. This was before I became aware of my experiences. It has been redrawn from memory to be placed in this (blog).

I almost felt like I was on “autopilot” when I first drew the picture. It was more like I was following a set of written instructions than drawing an image from memory.

Though not depicted in the image, I can tell you that the being was a leathery brown colour.

The recollection of the previous memory in this (blog) has allowed my to place this (post) here, giving the file two consecutive memories remembered at different points in time.  

The lines represent light rays. 

There is a sort of lip where the"hat" meets the forehead. Is this a race of Grey with some sort of headdress or a new race altogether with longer, torpedo shaped head?  

A Memory?

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A dimly lit, round room with dark walls and a domed ceiling between eight and ten feet high. A presence behind me was guiding me towards a booth with a group of other humans of different ages, all naked.

I recognised one woman as being a teacher of mine at the time. This crucial piece of knowledge has allowed me to date this memory as happening somewhere between September 2007 and June 2008.

I would have been between 14 and 15 years of age. 

The Project and The Woman - A Personal Journal Entry

Written the morning after. Not entirely sure this is related to my experiences but it was definitely a strange experience in itself.

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Middle of the night

Had a strange dream where I was lead into a classroom full of people I did not recognise. I was instantly drawn to this woman, mid to late thirties, light brown hair and eyes. I felt a connection¹ with her I could not place. 

She asked me if I had “done this before?”, to which I replied, “yes”. She told me she knew that the moment she saw me.

The teacher, stood behind me, told me to begin my project². I did not know what he meant. The woman told me that I could help her with her own project. I agreed.

We began sifting through what appeared to be historical documents³. A moment later, I found a picture⁴ which I tried to hide from her. She noticed and said, “If you're going to keep things from me, then this conversation is over.”

The dream ended.

Notes

1. This connection was not romantic, friendly or familial in any way.
2. I felt quite a lot of emphasis on the word “project”, as though it is important in some way.
3. I feel that these documents are important somehow. Could they be connected to the “project”?
4. I feel as though this picture was mine in some way. It was not a photograph, perhaps a drawing?

Abduction Memories: Part Two, The Examination

A few days later, I had woken up in the morning around 8am but I had not yet opened my eyes. Instantly, I began to see another detailed vision. This time it was me that was lying on the table. I was naked, at least on my lower half. I could see my knees, legs and feet. I could move my head but I'm not sure if my body was paralyzed or not. I never actually felt the need to get up or try to escape.

There were five Greys standing around my legs. There were two on each side and one more near my feet. I couldn't tell how tall they were because I couldn't see the floor though I can say that the table was at the height of their waists and they stood between two and two and a half feet above that. They had pale grey coloured skin, almost chalk white in colour. Their faces stood out more than their bodies. They had bulbous heads and thin necks. Their eyes were either black or dark brown, large and almond-shaped and began to wrap round their heads to about where their temples might be. Their noses were only slightly pronounced, and they had small slits for mouths. I don't remember seeing ears. Their fingers were long and thin but I'm not sure how many they had.

A very recent drawing of what I saw in that vision.
I am extremely pleased with this drawing and I believe it to be
more valuable that the 3D renders placed below.

They had their arms up in the air, they were holding onto the edges of a curved device which was being lowered down over my legs. It appeared to be about 6-7 feet in length and the inner surface of the device appeared to be translucent. It was smooth and had rows of pink or violet-coloured lights running along it which seemed to be embedded in the surface.¹

My view of the entire experience.
Note: The images of aliens in this picture are a visual representation only

I looked to my left where there was a wall only a couple of feet away. It had rows of coloured glowing lights running along it.²

This is where the vision ended. I opened my eyes and I was in my room. I felt very unsettled by what I had just experienced. It was odd because I felt completely indifferent to the entire experience at the time, I didn't really care about what was happening. I think this was just a memory rather than a "live" abduction. 

This was the last memory or recollection I have experienced. However, since this experience I have recalled a past event with some interesting detail.  I have also written some personal journal entries regarding my experiences that I intend to write up. They may be edited for my own personal privacy.

Notes

(Speculations regarding the information I receive in these experiences)

1. I have no idea what this device could be. I wasn't suffering with any leg problems at all. Perhaps I did not recall the full memory and this device would eventually cover my entire body. This still doesn't explain what it does. I could speculate and suggest that it may be some sort of UV light emitter or a sort of decontamination machine.

2. Were these some form of lighting or a part of some bigger device?

Abduction Memories: Part One, The Electrical Device

One night, a couple of weeks after the black cylinder experience, I began to feel a little on edge. I began feeling extremely tired and so I went straight to bed. This occurred around 9pm, the rest of the family were downstairs. I got straight into bed and closed my eyes. Immediately an extremely vivid vision filled my head.

Though I was very much aware that I was still in my room, I saw a different place, a dark room. The air hazy as though it was filled with a pink like or violet glowing mist.¹ It was too dark and hazy to make out the actual size of the room but the fact that I couldn't see any walls suggests to me that I was in a large room. My eye height was about 2-3 feet off the floor. In front of me was a metallic table. There was a person on the table but I could only see their feet. I assume it was a man as the feet were broad.

Pencil drawing of what I saw

Above his head was an arm like device with a white sphere on the end. It was made of hexagonal faces and the whole sphere glowed. Blue electricity was being fired down at where the head of the man would be. I watched this for a moment and then my vision was cut off by a white blur which moved past my field of view. The speed of it snapped me out of the vision and I was back in my room.² I was awake for a while afterwards, I kept thinking about what I had just witnessed. 

3D render of the device and table

A similar event occurred a few days later.

Notes

(Speculations regarding the information I receive in these experiences)

1. I believe this is how they light the interior of their craft. Rather than use physical light bulbs they use a sort of glowing haze. Its quite dim, only just bright enough to get about their business.  

2. Was this a memory of some kind or could it have been some kind of visual intercept? The vision seemed to have been forced into my head. I don't have enough information to make a definite answer. 

My First Recollections of Contact: Part Three, The Black Cylinder

As previously mentioned, this experience was the most unnerving of them all. This third experience had me standing out on the landing with my mum. On this occasion my head felt a little numb and I could feel the dark presence again just like in the first experience. My mum looked a little concerned and dazed like she had just been woken. Almost instantly, our attention was drawn to my sister's room.

I felt rushed, like I had to leave the house immediately. I went into my sister’s room where I saw that my sister was already awake and was staring up at the ceiling. She looked scared and appeared to be in a state of shock.

I looked up towards where she was staring and, coming through the ceiling, was a black cylindrical object surrounded by a pinky violet glow, bright enough that it dimly lit up the bedroom. It was around 1.5-2 feet in diameter and was positioned vertically. It was coming through the ceiling very slowly and completely silently. I find this next part very hard to describe. The cylinder felt wrong in a sense, like it didn't belong in our own reality. It felt opposite or inverted in some way. Every cell in my body felt like it was physically rejecting the cylinder's presence. It terrified me.

Drawing of the experience

A few moments later I shouted out to my sister and she immediately scrambled off the bed and ran out of the room with me. We then all ran downstairs. This is where the experience ended.

Rough 3D render of the experience

Neither my mum or my sister mentioned the incident in the morning, in fact they looked blissfully unaware of what had just occurred. 

I felt that these experiences were Extraterrestrial in origin and so at this point I began to research the phenomenon. Though I could see some similarities between my own experiences and those I was reading about, there was not enough evidence to convince me that what I was experiencing wasn't just lucid dreams.